So we just found out Saturday that ... wait for it ... "I'm PREGNANT!" I know! We are extremely excited, and nervous! There is so much that is going through my mind, it is scary (especially since I'm not on my ADD medication there are now a million and one things going through my head!)
We are praying for a safe healthy baby! From calculations, the baby should be due in October.
When we told everyone, they all asked "so how do you feel?" I felt perfectly fine. Not even a hint of pregnancy. That is until Monday hit. I woke up slightly nauseous. I thought it was nothing, ate my cream of wheat and went on my way feeling better. But now it is Thursday and I go to bed nauseous and wake up horribly nauseous. It seems to go away by mid morning, but I am hoping this is the worst it can get. Other areas are sore, but I won't go into details:)
So, as many of you know I take medication for my ADD. If you take medication you can understand this when I say: I am a zombie without my meds. Since the meds are a stimulus they help keep me alert and awake because not only do I have ADD, but I have Chronic Fatigue Syndrome. So the meds definitely work in my favor. But, I don't want to change having a baby with an arm growing out of the side of its head I have stopped taking it cold turkey. So on top of being pregnant I am not on my medicine, so the days seem to drag ever so slowly. I also cut caffene cold turkey. Go me:) I have had no withdraw symptoms other than being tired. So forgive me if I ramble, my little brain can't help it right now.
So that is a big reason for starting a blog. To get all my million and one thoughts out of my head I thought I would write them on here. So here they go:
Is my baby going to be ok?
Will sheum (thats what I say when I put she and he together:) be healthy?
Will I be a good mommy?
Will this blasted morning sickness ease up?
Will it get any worse?
Will I be this tired for 9 full months?
Will Jared kill me by the end?
Can I actually deliver this baby?
What can I eat?
What can't I eat?
I sure miss my coke!
Will I have a cute baby bump or will I uff out into a ginormous balloon?
And that's just my pregnancy questions! I have many others, but they don't deal with pregnancy.
Like what am I going to do this weekend?
I miss my meds!
Will my student be better tomorrow...
And that, my friends, is a glimpse into my mind. Some of you might have turned away at the beginning, but if not ... Thanks for listening:)