38 Weeks

I keep hearing "Wow, you can have your baby any day now, huh!!??" Yup... I sure can, but it looks like Baby Love is comfy cozie!! I have been starting to get contractions every now and then, but nothing timeable. So now the wait begins for our little man to enter the world. I asked my OB how long after my due date he induces and he said he usually does it within a week after your due date. So within the next 3 weeks... we're having a baby.

Here is where the freak out begins. I can't explain how excited I am to meet our little man! I can't wait to see what he looks like and just get to cuddle him. I know it won't be easy, but he will be here, not kicking mommy in the ribs:) But, I am scared to death of labor. I am a wuss... I admit it!! I am so scared of the pain that comes with labor. I am scared something is going to go wrong with the baby when he is born. All I keep thinking of is all the "What If's!" STOP!!! I just need to relax and trust that God is in control and he will help me deliver a healthy baby. I have serious anxiety issues and I believe I am best at worrying. This is all teaching me how to put my trust in God, because EVERYTHING it seems is out of my hands.

So Baby Love Watch 2010 is in effect:)

• How far along?: 38 weeks
  
• Total weight gain: Let's not talk about that. Although I have maintained the past month.
  
• Stretch marks?: Nothing new
  
• Sleep?: I'm up to getting up 4 times a night to pee. He just loves to push on my bladder.
  
• Best moment this week?: Hmm.... knowing I'm that much closer to meeting him
  
• Sex: Boy!!
  
• Movement?: Lots of jabs and rolls!!
  
• Food cravings?: Cereal:) I am in love with all breakfast food right now.
  
• Labor signs?: I've had a few contractions, but nothing major:(
  
• Belly button in or out?: Outtie
  
• What I miss: Feeling normal... or normal for me:)
  
• What I'm looking forward to: Still Labor... ok not really labor itself, but seeing Baby Love~